Eighteen days after all the classwork finished, grades have finally been posted. Of course, the site students use to access grades crashed this morning, right on time, causing some well-founded panic for supposed graduates. Well, they haven't caught on yet that I'm flying blind, so I haven't failed out yet. I guess this means that year one is done and there's only three more to go. The academic year hasn't been what I anticipated, and my anxiety is back full-force, but I'm happy to end with four conference papers and a general plan of what to do next. It could be worse.